i fall down again ..

but tis time for a more worthy cause ..

i went joggin ... erm .. mb just planned joggin but actual walkin ..

been back for almost 1 month le .. n yet i kind of fall down twice .. i guess i hv fully developed my height but mb but my nerves .. so tt y i kept fallin dwn ?

kind of remind mi when i was in china .. e 1st 2 months was unbearable .. fallin down everywhere .. knock into things at veri corner .. gettin blue black at part of my body .. wat a amazin thing tt i managed to pull thru e 4 mnths in sanya ..

wat sadden mi .. was nt comin back .. but no one to share my stories with whn i m back .. irony huh ...

i guess my parents just don understand tt ..

n my frens are just too busi ..

everything is fine nw ..

aft spendin one whole day reflectin .. cry my heart out .. it doesnt hurt tt much nw .. or mb it doesnt even hurt nw .. i m over it ..

give mi some time to adjust .. i will get over wat i shld get over .. e thought of wantin abit is already way too greedy .. i knew it rite frm e start .. but all along i refused to believe .. but i give up nw ..

the "abit more" doesnt even exist in e 1st place at all ...