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14.1.09 ..

counting down to 9 days before i will b back in singapore n i m feelin rather contridictin nw .. i miss home n i really want to get back there for chinese new year .. but at the same time i cant let go of things and people here .. they really taught me alot of things n deep dwn i noe tt once i ever left here .. things wont nv b e same again here .. coz i understand tt in e h&t industry .. ppl come and go .. n i might not even come to sanya again .. so those fren and people i made and met here .. e chance of meetin them again in my whole life time is so slim .. or shld i say nv .. even if i ever come back here again .. alot of ppl i noe wont even b here anymore .. tt e sad part rite .. it realli seem like ytd tt i cry my heart out in the airplane for 3 whole hour from singapore to hongkong and did my packing of my luggage at my hostel with thought tt i m left alone in tis whole foreign land .. n nw i m also packin my luggage to prepare to fly home in 9 days time .. scary isint .. hw fast time really past .. i guess i made e right decision to come here for my internship .. because i gained more mature in thought .. made new fren ... n everything .. it is indeed a valuable life lesson and experience ..